skipping...

so im supposed to be in the bathroom in fourth block... im in the computer lab across the school...
oh well... haha we are leaving in a few...
schools almost out...YAY!!!! yep thats all... im pretty happy now i wasnt at the beginning of the week though but now i am....
thanks,
Dakotah

wonderful poem

Today i am an alarm clock..
(Cause yesterday i was a secondoff..)

From saving my eyes
Locking with yours
On the way to a summer beach set

Next to the ocean..
where the ships are lacking
The constant mood swings
Of butterflies sworming
Pit in my stomach
From mt.everest kisses
To the sharp harbon of your break-up

That soonly follows ..
I never said ..
But i wrote it ..
Cause i don't kiss and tell
I just kiss and sendYou a message about it
A week after you forgot..

I never meant to stop that night..
But today i will freeze the frames and drowned in the dis-stilled
Waters of an ocean by
This beach
Where i used go
To forget it all
But the waves remind me

Of your curves on my body..
My lacking desire
To fall asleep without you
Kept me up on this Crystal clear night of blue
(blue is a lighthouse
That watches me sink from
A shore that borders A time i actually had a chance with you)

Tonight i was startled By the moon,
who told me
In a telegraph
(With electical pulses.. from the open skies to
An empty room located
At the top of a staircase where I first kissed you)

That the clever stars Said they knew it all along
(along with the alarm clockThat was a second off)

-Ryan Arnall

All this stuff.

i guess its been a while since i've posted a real, meaningful blog...

hmmm....

the only thing i can think about is "her"
she is just way....
everything i could ask for.
for those of you who know who I'm talking about...
you probably know why i think so...
she is just amazing....
i promise.
every moment we are around each other,
every time i push her,
every time i look at her,
and then she looks at me,
and our eyes meet,
for just that one split second....
i feel so wonderful,
like i can take on anything.
from bullet to speeding bus...
she makes me feel so good but impossible at the same time....

every time anything happens like the things i mentioned above happens....

I feel something.....
she doesn't,
and i know she doesn't,
but even if things never happen,
sure i like her,
but i can get over it,
its dumb really to hurt over someone....
she is really wonderful and i love every moment we get together,
but if nothing ever happens...
i want her to know that ill still be the good friend,
ill be here for her like i said i would be...

i feel like such a loser sometimes....
the reason i say i "like" different people every week...
isn't because I'm some indecisive, heartless jerk,
its because i am trying to convince myself to get over her....

but!
on that note....
i don't know the future,
i only know the past....
and whats going on now...

i could throw this all away now,
or wait to see what god will give me in the Future....

idk....
we will see.

overall I'm happy,
i promise :)
for real...
its all good.


i love you guys!

thanks,
-Dakotah Williamson

My Most Favorite Quote

lady,
don't expect an apology when i tell you
that I'm only held together by a heart that pumps blue,
its the strongest muscle in my body,
I'm flexing it for...
you.

-Shane Koyczan


i love his work, it is so deep, funny, pure genius.



i wanna be a poetic genius like him.

I Think We

I think we wear fake smiles, to shut out all the questions, the how-are-you's and the stupid accusations.

This is confide,

they are one of my favorite bands.

fo'sho'

i wish i could look like them...

their choice in clothing is the best,

that is the style i want!

Check It!

Check out my new poetry site!
i like it...
i will be finishing it sometime soon :)
Thanks,
-Dakotah

http://liveagainstpoetry.yolasite.com

also check out these:

www.myspace.com/hardcorenopunk
www.myspace.com/candidcomposure

www.myspace.com/yanaministry

and

www.myspace.com/whatsleftundonerock

well,
i had a girlfriend,
she was into bad stuff,
and i still cant get over someone else.
i think that's why i really felt so bad.
why cant i get over you?!
you mean nothing to me!
you are just a good friend!

ugh....

this stinks,
hardcore.

There's a lion on the loose

I was sitting on the right hand of a King
Too glorious for words
We watched you in the pouring rain
Hands pressed against your face
And I felt the wings brush against my side

Oh, I'm just another passerby to you
Oh, and you don't hear me screaming out your name

You can't hear me scream
Static fills the air I breathe
The radio keeps whispering
Change the station love
Cause this is nothing that you'll want to hear

Oh' your fate's becoming all too real right now
I'll watch you as your lungs collapse
And scream my name with your last breath

But I can't hear you
Static drowns your voice out
Don't forget to breathe

Stop pretending your world is spinning, still spinning
There's a glaze in you stare
Has no one been listening?
He said we'll look like angels
Stop pretending your world's still spinning
Oh, he said we'll look like angels
Oh, he said "Let me in."


-Here I Come Falling



the greatest.....

Good songs!!!

"If the moon fell down tonight"

Everytime i see your smile it makes my hear beat fast.
and though it's much too soon to tell,
i'm hoping this will last.
cuz i just always wanna have you right here by my side.
the future's near,
but never certain.
at least stay here for just tonight.

i must've dont something right to deserve you in my life.
i must've done something right along the way.
i just can't get you off my mind,
and why would i even try?
even when i close my eyes,
i dream about you all the time.
i just always wanna have you right here by my side.
the future's near,
but never certain,
so please stay here for just tonight.
even if the moon fell down tonight,
there'd be nothing to worry about at all because you make the whole world shine.
as long as you're here everything will be alright
-Chase coy.


"Letdown"

I got those lovesick blues
I feel it more than ever
A sinking in my chest
like a ship in the blue, do do dodo

She was a drug I abused
I feel a rising fever
Shaking in my sleep with me broken and bruised, do do dodo

She said
"you're just a let down,
Another one of my mistakes,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will..."

She said "you're just a let down,
All your friends,
They feel the same,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will"

I got those lovesick blues
Cause I sold my soul to the devil
She was well dressed and she knew what to do, do do dodo

I paint it crimson and blue
She was a restless artist
Traded my skin for cheap sex and tattoos, do do dodo

She said
"you're just a let down,
Another one of my mistakes,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will..."

She said
"you're just a let down,
All your friends,
They feel the same,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will"

She sealed my fate with her tonight when she kissed him
I took the bait,
she told me I didn't know what I was missing
-This Providence


"single millionaires"

There's a man on the corner
with his hands tightly to his hat so it won't blow away.
with a girl,
with her hands in her pockets
holding tightly to her money so she won't blow it today.
its all the same, everyday.
when he gets home from work,
there's his children already in bed
without seeing his face today.
and the girl,
with empty pockets,
spent her money,
she might as well throw her wallet in the fireplace.

cause she is the L and he is the O for us,
Liars Out there,
and she is the V and he is the E for the Violence in Everyone.
and we might spell you, we're nothing like you.

and when his kids grow up
old and have children of their own
they swear they will never wear the same size hat their father wears.
and the girl, now a women,
says she's happy,
and thanks god for jewelry and single millionaires.

cause she is H and he is the O for us,
Humble Orphans,
and she is the P and he is the E
for Potential in Everyone,
and we might spell you,
we're nothing like you
-Brighten

My revenge...

This is for karasyn...
i have gotten my revenge!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!


This is a true picture...
just face it!


jk :)

My past week...

Monday: I was supposed to have band practice but it was cancelled.
I told Kaitlyn the bad news.

Tuesday: i had band practice that wasn't cancelled... it was good we got lots done...

Wednesday: i had to perform at the school with drumline and then i went to Karasyns house and i couldn't stop talking and i told my pee-in-my-pants stories.... ha ha

Thursday: I went to the dentist to get fillings... it didn't hurt this time, I fasted from Myspace, then i had to go to band practice then we went to record...
Then i went to the YANA meeting... it was good.

Friday: Lets hope that it goes good for the rest of the day...
ugh...
i feel like crap and i kinda wish people would just leave me alone.
I guess I'm attractive?
i hate it...
I'm just tired of all the wrong girls liking me, it sucks.
for real.


Saturday i have to go finish the YANA room then Sunday i have church!!!



then we start over next week :)