My Plea For More

Deep down i'm dying,
outside i'm crying,
my hearts broken in two,
because i cant be with you,
you mean the world to me,
open up your eyes and you will see,
that the smile on my face is of disgrace.

Please except my apologies,
for i've put a lot of thought into these,
I'm sick of the pain,
could we ever be the same?

I cant sleep at night,
due to this endless mental fight,
what do i do?
that's my question since i've lost you,
Ive begged and begged but have not givin' in,
how could this hurt,
something so little,
so thin?

With all i have in my heart so dim,
is me wanting you back in my life once,
again.

-KodA