All this stuff.

i guess its been a while since i've posted a real, meaningful blog...

hmmm....

the only thing i can think about is "her"
she is just way....
everything i could ask for.
for those of you who know who I'm talking about...
you probably know why i think so...
she is just amazing....
i promise.
every moment we are around each other,
every time i push her,
every time i look at her,
and then she looks at me,
and our eyes meet,
for just that one split second....
i feel so wonderful,
like i can take on anything.
from bullet to speeding bus...
she makes me feel so good but impossible at the same time....

every time anything happens like the things i mentioned above happens....

I feel something.....
she doesn't,
and i know she doesn't,
but even if things never happen,
sure i like her,
but i can get over it,
its dumb really to hurt over someone....
she is really wonderful and i love every moment we get together,
but if nothing ever happens...
i want her to know that ill still be the good friend,
ill be here for her like i said i would be...

i feel like such a loser sometimes....
the reason i say i "like" different people every week...
isn't because I'm some indecisive, heartless jerk,
its because i am trying to convince myself to get over her....

but!
on that note....
i don't know the future,
i only know the past....
and whats going on now...

i could throw this all away now,
or wait to see what god will give me in the Future....

idk....
we will see.

overall I'm happy,
i promise :)
for real...
its all good.


i love you guys!

thanks,
-Dakotah Williamson