"This Clock Ticks"

This clock ticks,
This clock ticks while i sharpen sticks,
To stab out my eyes,
So that i cant see her filthy lies,
Knowing that older people die,
I'm wishing my life away this time.

My heart beats,
My heart beats like the drunken fathers,
Who beat their children,
But one day these kids will grow up,
And get even.

My emotions,
My emotions crash,
Crash like the waves that took you away from me,
Damn them is all i could say,
But im drowning,
Drowning in an "i dont need you" kind of way.

But this clock ticks,
This clock ticks my life away,
With soundless waves,
Of beaten faces.

Filthy people,
Ugly places,
We walk around like fragile,
Clock ticking vases.




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New Poetry :)

Not So Different

If you think about it,
We aren't so different,
You and I.
You really can't deny.

When we meet eye to eye,
Yours with mine,
It's like what happens when planets collide,
My oh my.

Despite my ugly face and my frizzy hair,
I hope I can make you smile any time anywhere,
Because your beauty covers my ugly,
Like the way body bags cover the dead.

If i asked you to be the cheese to my macaroni,
How cliche' would I be?
How many times must I say "I'm sorry" before you actually believe,
How do you actually see Me?

Why do we all try and be so different,
Something not so much the same,
Women starving to death,
It's not your fault,
Don't take the blame.

If words could kill,
I'd have died long ago,
Having the thought that mirrors were friends,
I guess they're only foes.

But as far as ugly goes,
You could flip me over in a sizzling pan,
Because I'm no prettier than month old ham.
I guess I have no friends,
Time has left me,
Tomorrow's procrastinating,
The mirrors have all turned against me,
I'm better off dead,
I'm jumping,
will you be there to catch me?

We're not so different,
you and I,
I wouldn't be there to catch you,
It's no lie,
If you were falling,
I simply wouldnt have the time.



Silly People
Silly people say silly things,
But I can tell that you've got brains,
Because I can see through your eyes,
Like windowless panes.

Like how that pointless blank stare,
Can turn into pages among pages of colorful things,
Try to understand? I wouldn't dare,
But I can tell that you've got brains.

Some people believe that you have to go to a building to find happiness,
As for that,
I've got my bottle of happy and my flask filled with Jack,
Silly people say silly things,
But I can tell that you've got brains.

I'm only feeling the most painful of pains,
You took a leap from the tallest of cranes,
But silly people say silly things,
And if this saying means anything of things,
Then believe me when i say,
I can see your brains.

Thank you sooo much for reading, leave me comments on what you think please :))
things have been changing, and i really like the changes.
i feel really good right now,
im happy,
there are people to blame for my Happy,
ill save them from the embarrassment.
she's pretty cool though.
:)
thanks guys :)

I'm Feeling Super Alone

As of now I feel really alone.
She doesn't know but I guess
deep down I still want her.

As much as I say i don't,
I see her,
I hear her sweet voice,
I want her.

But being human,
I screw stuff up,
then i throw out, "sorry" like its molded bread.

Nobody understands how bad this hurts,
but I try and try to cover it up the best I can.

How on earth can someone think they love something one minute,
to the complete opposite the next minute?
THEY CAN'T!
YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN
I WAS LYING WHEN I SAID I WAS DONE!!!

Because I miss you,
and I want you back,
I want to hug you,
I want to flirt with you,
I want you to want me like you once did.

I hate crying,
I hate hiding my feelings,
I hate trying to find someone
only for them to be the cover up.

Why Can't I Get This Right?

Help....

I JUST LAUGH

Whoa oh oh oh

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Darling your with him

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Whoa oh oh oh

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D*** its such a shame

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Whoa oh oh oh

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Its driving me insane

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And ever since you went away

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My heart has never beat the same

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And all that I can do

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Is just laugh

All That I Need

"And so it happens again,
it starts from deep within,
it's always you,
so deep within my skin.

Why can't I just stay away,
Cupid wont hold back on me,
I'm running out of time,
But I still don't see,
how someone like you,
could have such an affect on me.

I miss you so much,
things are so different now,
we took this break,
we grew silent, a vow?

I was a jerk,
I'm no good indeed.
I'm glad we can be friends,
because its you that i need."



things are so hard right now,
I have grown more happy,
only on the surface really.
I want to find joy in more things in life.
I am starting to appreciate my life more.
on that note, there is a really sore subject....
no matter what i said before and no matter how much i thought i was over it, when someone brings it up, i get really emotional inside, i don't let people see it but its true.
and i didn't know how much you really meant to me.... and now that we are no more, its really taken a huge toll on me, I'm really glad we talked today.

I Wrote This a While Back Ago

Lies Of My Love

Forget about your doubts,
Don't look this way,
Just break the chains,
Don't you wanna dance?
We could slowly sway,
We could be us,
Just don't take it away,
This little heart of mine,
With you would be fine,
Without you i would die,
If i said i loved you,
It would be almost a lie,
For it isn't love,
That's breaking us apart this time.




I hope you like this, whoever you are that is reading this.