All That I Need

"And so it happens again,
it starts from deep within,
it's always you,
so deep within my skin.

Why can't I just stay away,
Cupid wont hold back on me,
I'm running out of time,
But I still don't see,
how someone like you,
could have such an affect on me.

I miss you so much,
things are so different now,
we took this break,
we grew silent, a vow?

I was a jerk,
I'm no good indeed.
I'm glad we can be friends,
because its you that i need."



things are so hard right now,
I have grown more happy,
only on the surface really.
I want to find joy in more things in life.
I am starting to appreciate my life more.
on that note, there is a really sore subject....
no matter what i said before and no matter how much i thought i was over it, when someone brings it up, i get really emotional inside, i don't let people see it but its true.
and i didn't know how much you really meant to me.... and now that we are no more, its really taken a huge toll on me, I'm really glad we talked today.