"This Clock Ticks"

This clock ticks,
This clock ticks while i sharpen sticks,
To stab out my eyes,
So that i cant see her filthy lies,
Knowing that older people die,
I'm wishing my life away this time.

My heart beats,
My heart beats like the drunken fathers,
Who beat their children,
But one day these kids will grow up,
And get even.

My emotions,
My emotions crash,
Crash like the waves that took you away from me,
Damn them is all i could say,
But im drowning,
Drowning in an "i dont need you" kind of way.

But this clock ticks,
This clock ticks my life away,
With soundless waves,
Of beaten faces.

Filthy people,
Ugly places,
We walk around like fragile,
Clock ticking vases.




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thank you guys :)

New Poetry :)

Not So Different

If you think about it,
We aren't so different,
You and I.
You really can't deny.

When we meet eye to eye,
Yours with mine,
It's like what happens when planets collide,
My oh my.

Despite my ugly face and my frizzy hair,
I hope I can make you smile any time anywhere,
Because your beauty covers my ugly,
Like the way body bags cover the dead.

If i asked you to be the cheese to my macaroni,
How cliche' would I be?
How many times must I say "I'm sorry" before you actually believe,
How do you actually see Me?

Why do we all try and be so different,
Something not so much the same,
Women starving to death,
It's not your fault,
Don't take the blame.

If words could kill,
I'd have died long ago,
Having the thought that mirrors were friends,
I guess they're only foes.

But as far as ugly goes,
You could flip me over in a sizzling pan,
Because I'm no prettier than month old ham.
I guess I have no friends,
Time has left me,
Tomorrow's procrastinating,
The mirrors have all turned against me,
I'm better off dead,
I'm jumping,
will you be there to catch me?

We're not so different,
you and I,
I wouldn't be there to catch you,
It's no lie,
If you were falling,
I simply wouldnt have the time.



Silly People
Silly people say silly things,
But I can tell that you've got brains,
Because I can see through your eyes,
Like windowless panes.

Like how that pointless blank stare,
Can turn into pages among pages of colorful things,
Try to understand? I wouldn't dare,
But I can tell that you've got brains.

Some people believe that you have to go to a building to find happiness,
As for that,
I've got my bottle of happy and my flask filled with Jack,
Silly people say silly things,
But I can tell that you've got brains.

I'm only feeling the most painful of pains,
You took a leap from the tallest of cranes,
But silly people say silly things,
And if this saying means anything of things,
Then believe me when i say,
I can see your brains.

Thank you sooo much for reading, leave me comments on what you think please :))
things have been changing, and i really like the changes.
i feel really good right now,
im happy,
there are people to blame for my Happy,
ill save them from the embarrassment.
she's pretty cool though.
:)
thanks guys :)

I'm Feeling Super Alone

As of now I feel really alone.
She doesn't know but I guess
deep down I still want her.

As much as I say i don't,
I see her,
I hear her sweet voice,
I want her.

But being human,
I screw stuff up,
then i throw out, "sorry" like its molded bread.

Nobody understands how bad this hurts,
but I try and try to cover it up the best I can.

How on earth can someone think they love something one minute,
to the complete opposite the next minute?
THEY CAN'T!
YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN
I WAS LYING WHEN I SAID I WAS DONE!!!

Because I miss you,
and I want you back,
I want to hug you,
I want to flirt with you,
I want you to want me like you once did.

I hate crying,
I hate hiding my feelings,
I hate trying to find someone
only for them to be the cover up.

Why Can't I Get This Right?

Help....

I JUST LAUGH

Whoa oh oh oh

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Darling your with him

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Whoa oh oh oh

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D*** its such a shame

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Whoa oh oh oh

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Its driving me insane

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And ever since you went away

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My heart has never beat the same

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And all that I can do

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Is just laugh

All That I Need

"And so it happens again,
it starts from deep within,
it's always you,
so deep within my skin.

Why can't I just stay away,
Cupid wont hold back on me,
I'm running out of time,
But I still don't see,
how someone like you,
could have such an affect on me.

I miss you so much,
things are so different now,
we took this break,
we grew silent, a vow?

I was a jerk,
I'm no good indeed.
I'm glad we can be friends,
because its you that i need."



things are so hard right now,
I have grown more happy,
only on the surface really.
I want to find joy in more things in life.
I am starting to appreciate my life more.
on that note, there is a really sore subject....
no matter what i said before and no matter how much i thought i was over it, when someone brings it up, i get really emotional inside, i don't let people see it but its true.
and i didn't know how much you really meant to me.... and now that we are no more, its really taken a huge toll on me, I'm really glad we talked today.

I Wrote This a While Back Ago

Lies Of My Love

Forget about your doubts,
Don't look this way,
Just break the chains,
Don't you wanna dance?
We could slowly sway,
We could be us,
Just don't take it away,
This little heart of mine,
With you would be fine,
Without you i would die,
If i said i loved you,
It would be almost a lie,
For it isn't love,
That's breaking us apart this time.




I hope you like this, whoever you are that is reading this.

Dakotah James Williamson

Is an Idiot.
And didn't know what he had.
Now It's gone.
He is so Stupid.
Why did He Screw things up?

Ugh...

And you caught me off guard

Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated


Oh Man, i feel so neutral all of a sudden.
like i guess im never really as sad as i think im usually happy, so i guess my happiness just seems routine, like its not that im satisfied anymore.
you know?
I am happy.
Just doesnt seem like it.
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I Never Shout Never

"The World Means Everything to Me"

I think Its funny How just one thing one spark can start a whole world of emotion,
How that emotion comes together and is beautiful,
beautiful, like the day i look in to your eyes and when i smile you smile back and we will just start to laugh because we know we've got each other and in any time we've spent we've spent it well and if we do not feel that way then, then oh well.
right now the time with you is more than i could ask for because being with you is more then a task its exploration, you are like an emotional cave that i keep getting deeper into, and i love this free fall, when you speak its like summer's wind to my heart, so warming and nice. you are my everything, so cliche` but so true, the only thing greater than this feeling i have in my heart... is being with you.
you make every muscle in my body weak, you make it so that my personallity doesnt matter, my image? forget it... it doesnt matter to me because when im with you i know i dont have to try and impress anyone.
If you catch the title and are quick to put this together...
the correct statement should be "you mean the world to me"

I Feel Like Crap, But Im Crazy For You

So this past week and a half things have been beautiful!
I have the most wonderful Girl in my life,
I'm so glad that we met, she means everything to me!
I'm not just saying that like a lot of people do, I really do adore this wonderful Girl.
SHE IS THE BOMB!!!
She makes my heart EXPLODE! with wonderful feelings and things.
I'm so excited to know that she never gave up on me
when i was a jerk or when she totally should have ended our friendship.
Honestly,
This girl is my favorite friend, My best Female friend.
Thank you Karasyn Lindsey <3
You are the best.

on the flip side of things.... I'm sick,
i feel like crap.
life is good..
but I'm just being really groggy
and just a flat out jerk to some people.
i am truly sorry guys,
ill be better next week.

I ([L][I] [K][E]) You

Well holy crud-muffin!
It has been far too long since I've been on here....
well i mean posted anything...
I've been on here only not...
ya dig?
well anyways...
MY LIFE IS SO AMAZING RIGHT NOW!
I am so glad i like this girl :)
she knows who she is!
she is one of the greatest people in my world :)
she never fails to put a smile on my face when I'm down.
i want to be her very best friend!
she puts up with me...
that's all i could ever ask for :)
she is one of the most pure gals i know and that is the best!

its been a long 8 months...
but definitely worth every second!

her family is my favorite!
her little brothers are so funny
and her parents are so awesome!
Her Mother- i can tell things i cant tell my own mother.
Her Father- fills that spot i haven't had since i was 11...
Just when he says "How is Dakotah Doing today?"
AAAH! I've needed that for so long,
a father to ask me how I'm doing,
even though he isn't my father,
i will respect him like he is my own.

And then back to This Girl...
she is the sweetest girl you could ever meet!
in my opinion...
but here, my opinion counts! its my blog....


Thanks for just reading my venting about the most amazing girl in the universe!


Goodbye Blogger,
-KodA

Hey Yo!

wow its been forever!

how is everything blogger?

Good?

Thats great!

Jesus Saves,

-Dakotah Williamson

Your Words Are Waves

This is another poem about that certain Girl,
who isn't really a secret anymore.
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I'm sitting here and I'm thinking,
thinking about these words,
these words that you speak,
my mind they trap,they're so... unique.

Wow,
The only three letters I can think of when I'm thinking of... You,
and its You that makes my day in each and every... way.

You know Alzheimer's runs in my family,
and if I don't remember you,
could you say You'd remember me?

When I'm thinking of things to say,
your image never leaves my... space,
your beauty hits me in the face like the razor sharp spray,
from a can of... mace.

When I try to sleep at night,
I am forced to put up with this constant internal... fight,
your words are like waves,
tossing me up and twisting me all about,
but Girl, I stay in the water
because I enjoy the feeling I get when I hear the sound of those waves,
they leave me with no... doubt.

Those waves,
or words,
or whatever it is...
they come from You,
and You...
are the reason I'd like to say,
if I had the chance to leave this world today,
trust me I'd stay.


-Live [Again]st Poetry

Well Its Hard

Giving up on something you want so bad,
When all you've been taught as a child is to never give up,
Or try try again.

Why is it that just when we think we are doing good we get torn down?
Why must i as a human,
Tear people down.
I don't want to.
I don't want to be torn down.

I'm sorry if I've ever torn you down or hurt you in any way.

Sorry.
-Dakotah

New Life

Well,
this summer has been good thus far.
i was really bored,
i had band practice,
i had drum line tryouts,
and...
i went to Youth Camp.
my life was changed as i gave my entire body to Christ,
who, upon the cross, died for my sins so that i may be free.
One of the things that stuck out the most to me is the story of the
woman who was dragged into the presence of Jesus,
and exploited for wrong doings,
the people said Jesus, this woman deserves to be Stone to death...
in saying this they thought two things:
1.Jesus saying they should stone her, his crowd of people would be lessened
2.if he says no to stoning her then he is disobeying the law.

Jesus said that he who is without sin,
cast the first stone.
he then, after all the men had dropped their stones and walked off...
Jesus said where are all you accusers?
he said they did not condemn you and neither will i.
he says go and sin no more!


its a beautiful thing to know that Christ died for us.
he came down here so that we might have life.


just think about it.
if you haven't found Jesus and if you haven't accepted him as ruler of your life.
i strongly encourage you to become a part of something so beautiful.
The Kingdom of Christ.

its the best thing you can ever do.


-Dakotah

Some Things

I always Tell her how i feel,
and how much i like her...
but then i throw stuff in her face and crap...
i feel bad because i make her feel bad.

i dont ever want to hurt her and i dont really mean to.
i really am sorry.
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well this weekend was fun,
i went to the rebellions fall show in joplin with allison, chelsea, karasyn, ashley, robby, and kevin.
it was fun, car ride there we saw three or four dead deer...
crazy!

on the way back...
karasyn tried to sleep but i kept elbowing her in the ribs...
then they turned on some hardcore music, so we hardcore danced!
it was fun....
allison hit an armadillo... it was like... **BUMP!**
it was great, i wrote poetry and chelsea read it aloud.
that is a fun group.
karasyn still thinks her and joe will get married...
it wont happen :)
haha
well i just guessed on my finals....
ouch.


well i do really like you,
we already talked about it.
i am ready to help you out with your problem.
i will be a good friend this time!



-KodA

skipping...

so im supposed to be in the bathroom in fourth block... im in the computer lab across the school...
oh well... haha we are leaving in a few...
schools almost out...YAY!!!! yep thats all... im pretty happy now i wasnt at the beginning of the week though but now i am....
thanks,
Dakotah

wonderful poem

Today i am an alarm clock..
(Cause yesterday i was a secondoff..)

From saving my eyes
Locking with yours
On the way to a summer beach set

Next to the ocean..
where the ships are lacking
The constant mood swings
Of butterflies sworming
Pit in my stomach
From mt.everest kisses
To the sharp harbon of your break-up

That soonly follows ..
I never said ..
But i wrote it ..
Cause i don't kiss and tell
I just kiss and sendYou a message about it
A week after you forgot..

I never meant to stop that night..
But today i will freeze the frames and drowned in the dis-stilled
Waters of an ocean by
This beach
Where i used go
To forget it all
But the waves remind me

Of your curves on my body..
My lacking desire
To fall asleep without you
Kept me up on this Crystal clear night of blue
(blue is a lighthouse
That watches me sink from
A shore that borders A time i actually had a chance with you)

Tonight i was startled By the moon,
who told me
In a telegraph
(With electical pulses.. from the open skies to
An empty room located
At the top of a staircase where I first kissed you)

That the clever stars Said they knew it all along
(along with the alarm clockThat was a second off)

-Ryan Arnall

All this stuff.

i guess its been a while since i've posted a real, meaningful blog...

hmmm....

the only thing i can think about is "her"
she is just way....
everything i could ask for.
for those of you who know who I'm talking about...
you probably know why i think so...
she is just amazing....
i promise.
every moment we are around each other,
every time i push her,
every time i look at her,
and then she looks at me,
and our eyes meet,
for just that one split second....
i feel so wonderful,
like i can take on anything.
from bullet to speeding bus...
she makes me feel so good but impossible at the same time....

every time anything happens like the things i mentioned above happens....

I feel something.....
she doesn't,
and i know she doesn't,
but even if things never happen,
sure i like her,
but i can get over it,
its dumb really to hurt over someone....
she is really wonderful and i love every moment we get together,
but if nothing ever happens...
i want her to know that ill still be the good friend,
ill be here for her like i said i would be...

i feel like such a loser sometimes....
the reason i say i "like" different people every week...
isn't because I'm some indecisive, heartless jerk,
its because i am trying to convince myself to get over her....

but!
on that note....
i don't know the future,
i only know the past....
and whats going on now...

i could throw this all away now,
or wait to see what god will give me in the Future....

idk....
we will see.

overall I'm happy,
i promise :)
for real...
its all good.


i love you guys!

thanks,
-Dakotah Williamson

My Most Favorite Quote

lady,
don't expect an apology when i tell you
that I'm only held together by a heart that pumps blue,
its the strongest muscle in my body,
I'm flexing it for...
you.

-Shane Koyczan


i love his work, it is so deep, funny, pure genius.



i wanna be a poetic genius like him.

I Think We

I think we wear fake smiles, to shut out all the questions, the how-are-you's and the stupid accusations.

This is confide,

they are one of my favorite bands.

fo'sho'

i wish i could look like them...

their choice in clothing is the best,

that is the style i want!

Check It!

Check out my new poetry site!
i like it...
i will be finishing it sometime soon :)
Thanks,
-Dakotah

http://liveagainstpoetry.yolasite.com

also check out these:

www.myspace.com/hardcorenopunk
www.myspace.com/candidcomposure

www.myspace.com/yanaministry

and

www.myspace.com/whatsleftundonerock

well,
i had a girlfriend,
she was into bad stuff,
and i still cant get over someone else.
i think that's why i really felt so bad.
why cant i get over you?!
you mean nothing to me!
you are just a good friend!

ugh....

this stinks,
hardcore.

There's a lion on the loose

I was sitting on the right hand of a King
Too glorious for words
We watched you in the pouring rain
Hands pressed against your face
And I felt the wings brush against my side

Oh, I'm just another passerby to you
Oh, and you don't hear me screaming out your name

You can't hear me scream
Static fills the air I breathe
The radio keeps whispering
Change the station love
Cause this is nothing that you'll want to hear

Oh' your fate's becoming all too real right now
I'll watch you as your lungs collapse
And scream my name with your last breath

But I can't hear you
Static drowns your voice out
Don't forget to breathe

Stop pretending your world is spinning, still spinning
There's a glaze in you stare
Has no one been listening?
He said we'll look like angels
Stop pretending your world's still spinning
Oh, he said we'll look like angels
Oh, he said "Let me in."


-Here I Come Falling



the greatest.....

Good songs!!!

"If the moon fell down tonight"

Everytime i see your smile it makes my hear beat fast.
and though it's much too soon to tell,
i'm hoping this will last.
cuz i just always wanna have you right here by my side.
the future's near,
but never certain.
at least stay here for just tonight.

i must've dont something right to deserve you in my life.
i must've done something right along the way.
i just can't get you off my mind,
and why would i even try?
even when i close my eyes,
i dream about you all the time.
i just always wanna have you right here by my side.
the future's near,
but never certain,
so please stay here for just tonight.
even if the moon fell down tonight,
there'd be nothing to worry about at all because you make the whole world shine.
as long as you're here everything will be alright
-Chase coy.


"Letdown"

I got those lovesick blues
I feel it more than ever
A sinking in my chest
like a ship in the blue, do do dodo

She was a drug I abused
I feel a rising fever
Shaking in my sleep with me broken and bruised, do do dodo

She said
"you're just a let down,
Another one of my mistakes,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will..."

She said "you're just a let down,
All your friends,
They feel the same,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will"

I got those lovesick blues
Cause I sold my soul to the devil
She was well dressed and she knew what to do, do do dodo

I paint it crimson and blue
She was a restless artist
Traded my skin for cheap sex and tattoos, do do dodo

She said
"you're just a let down,
Another one of my mistakes,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will..."

She said
"you're just a let down,
All your friends,
They feel the same,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will"

She sealed my fate with her tonight when she kissed him
I took the bait,
she told me I didn't know what I was missing
-This Providence


"single millionaires"

There's a man on the corner
with his hands tightly to his hat so it won't blow away.
with a girl,
with her hands in her pockets
holding tightly to her money so she won't blow it today.
its all the same, everyday.
when he gets home from work,
there's his children already in bed
without seeing his face today.
and the girl,
with empty pockets,
spent her money,
she might as well throw her wallet in the fireplace.

cause she is the L and he is the O for us,
Liars Out there,
and she is the V and he is the E for the Violence in Everyone.
and we might spell you, we're nothing like you.

and when his kids grow up
old and have children of their own
they swear they will never wear the same size hat their father wears.
and the girl, now a women,
says she's happy,
and thanks god for jewelry and single millionaires.

cause she is H and he is the O for us,
Humble Orphans,
and she is the P and he is the E
for Potential in Everyone,
and we might spell you,
we're nothing like you
-Brighten

My revenge...

This is for karasyn...
i have gotten my revenge!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!


This is a true picture...
just face it!


jk :)

My past week...

Monday: I was supposed to have band practice but it was cancelled.
I told Kaitlyn the bad news.

Tuesday: i had band practice that wasn't cancelled... it was good we got lots done...

Wednesday: i had to perform at the school with drumline and then i went to Karasyns house and i couldn't stop talking and i told my pee-in-my-pants stories.... ha ha

Thursday: I went to the dentist to get fillings... it didn't hurt this time, I fasted from Myspace, then i had to go to band practice then we went to record...
Then i went to the YANA meeting... it was good.

Friday: Lets hope that it goes good for the rest of the day...
ugh...
i feel like crap and i kinda wish people would just leave me alone.
I guess I'm attractive?
i hate it...
I'm just tired of all the wrong girls liking me, it sucks.
for real.


Saturday i have to go finish the YANA room then Sunday i have church!!!



then we start over next week :)

Monday

why hello everyone,
its been a while but people don't even read this so whatever.idk why i even have one of these.
UGH!!!

so i found someone who likes me :)
she is awesome.
Her name is Kaitlyn...
she is beautiful.

I had a really meaningful conversation with my friend Karasyn the other day...
i cried like a little girl.
i just hate being so soft.
i wish i could play football,
or baseball,
or anything that made me manly.
i mean sure I'm a guy but i just wish people didn't look at me and think.. "HOMO"
idk i guess it really doesn't matter what people think of me because we all have our opinions.

i wish that i could forget about things going on right now.
i wish i could just focus on God.
i wish i was done with school and everything.
I'm kind of ready to grow up and not live at home.
I'm sick of my mom's smoking and drinking...
i just want to grow up.
i think its crazy how these days are now.
how i once worried about if i got to go outside and play but now all i worry about is Girls and stupid stuff.
i still cant drive,
my mom gets mad because she chose to live on THE OTHER SIDE OF TOWN!!!
so i cant ever get a ride from anyone!
ugh i dislike how I'm living right now!
I'm so sick of everything.
for real.idk...
Here is the deal....
I am gonna be funny.

I still hurt inside,
some days i just sit and cry,
I'm living a lie,
trying to be happy,
I'm sad i cant deny...
ugh I'm so sick of my own poetry too.


well 1st block is almost over soooo...........
thanks for reading.

"Clap Clap"

"Here I am now,
Thinking about yesterday,
i was wrong,
i have been all along.

i shouldn't have reacted the way i did,
i was acting like a little kid,
I'm sorry i was that way,
i hope we could be okay.

i acted like such a fool,
i cried myself a little pool,
oh i was such a tool.

you told me you didn't want anymore,
but you were a friend that i really adored,
i got out of hand,
i just need to be a man,
get over myself,
ill give you a hand."

-Dakotah

New Day

so today is a new day,
all the children out at play,
but all i can think about,
is what i should say?

i am wasting away,
I'm taking my time,
and she will never feel as much the same,
as i do in this rhyme.

i don't talk to her,
i just sit and stare,
I'm just a looker,
looking at her perfect hair.

i cant wait for the day,
when her and i share,
one big moment,
to hurt her i wouldn't dare.

today is a new day,
and Ive just got this to say,
i just cant wait,
till she starts heading my way.


-KodA

Ephesians 5

this is my favorite passage in the bible...
it means so much, its really deep.
i am getting the hang of this blog life i lead...

I'm liking "her" a lot now.
and i hope you all enjoy this bible passage as much as i do.

"Ephesians 5"

1Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children
2and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.
3But among you there must not be even a hint of sexual immorality, or of any kind of impurity, or of greed, because these are improper for God's holy people.
4Nor should there be obscenity, foolish talk or coarse joking, which are out of place, but rather thanksgiving.
5For of this you can be sure: No immoral, impure or greedy person—such a man is an idolater—has any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God.
6Let no one deceive you with empty words, for because of such things God's wrath comes on those who are disobedient.
7Therefore do not be partners with them.
8For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light
9(for the fruit of the light consists in all goodness, righteousness and truth)
10and find out what pleases the Lord.
11Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them.
12For it is shameful even to mention what the disobedient do in secret.
13But everything exposed by the light becomes visible,
14for it is light that makes everything visible. This is why it is said:
"Wake up, O sleeper,
rise from the dead,
and Christ will shine on you."

15Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise,
16making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil.
17Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord's will is.
18Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit.

19Speak to one another with psalms, hymns and spiritual songs. Sing and make music in your heart to the Lord,
20always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.
21Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ.

Butterfly birds

When i see her smile,
i wish i could stay a while,
for you I'd walk ten miles,

Your face,
makes my heart a warmed place,
every time,
its like a moment of grace.

when we walk my heart turns from rock,
to birds among their flock,
they're like butterflies but bigger than socks.

I get all nervous,
my mind is a blur,
when you walk in,
they begin to stir.


-KodA

Found In His Hands Bound

My mouth without words,
My words without sound,
My silly little heart has not been found.

Love to me is his hands bound,
His body to the cross,
they all gather around.

when they dropped him,
he hit the ground,
his father let out a great big frown.

My mouth without words,
My words without sound,
My silly little heart has not been found.


-KodA

My Arms I'll Hold

She says she's fine,
but its just another rhyme,
one more line,
in this poem of mine.

I think its time,
to draw the line,
but she told me she was fine,

how could i like her so much?
when i see her my heart starts to rush,
and my words get all hushed.

i want her to know,
that I'm here for her so,
she will be safe in my arms,
I'll hold.

-KodA

Happy Poem

So here I sit and look at this screen,
and wonder why I want to scream,
I really want to tell you,
How you are a part of my dreams.

You make me smile when you don't even know,
I hope this is happy,
And not too sappy,
I'm listening to music and thinking of you,
I always wonder if you think of me too.

My smile is big,
My mind is clear,
When we talk i have nothing to fear :)
Every minute i spend with you in sight,
Is like seeing the pretty city lights,
And I'm glad we're friends,
Hopefully till the end.

You are so cool,
My smile is for you,
Thanks for the inspiration,
Because i love what i do :)


-KodA

Wonder

I am super duper bored.....
I'm in my wood tech class.
WORST CLASS EVER!
i am just listening to music and stuff...
Chiodos is my hero!
and William Fitzsimmons...
and you...
so new poem time?
yes it is...


"I Wonder"

"what does she think,
before she lays down,
before she goes to sleep,
is she thinking of me?

i cant help but wonder,
while she's in such a slumber,
if she's dreaming,
is her dream of me?

when she sees me,
what does she think?
i just wonder what she thinks of me,
i wonder if she like what she sees.

how could i be so afraid,
to talk to this girl?
how come my thoughts get all fried,
and i feel like I'm gonna hurl?

oh i think she knows,
some of how i feel,
she doesn't like me back,
but its not a big deal,
as long as she knows how i truly feel"




okay well its 10:55
so I'm gonna go read some
other stuff and get off here
so just leave me stuff on myspace and stuff...

myspace.com/hardcorenopunk


okay bye...

-KodA

see the world

i wish i could see the world,
from a different point of view,
i could see me,
i could see them,
but most of all i could see you.
i wish you knew how i truly felt,
how when you walk into the room,
i melt,
and my heart tears like cheap felt.
i wish i could see you within each and every hour,
so i could help you out when things get sour,
i wish you knew how much of my heart you devoure,
only if i wasnt such a great big cowerd.
i think im just lost,
my heart is a frost,
so cold,
i am told,
that im not very old,
and that ive got plenty of time,
to find the one,i can truly call mine.

-Koda

heckyeah techyeah

well,
im really bored and stuff and this is all new to me so yeah i really dont know what im doing.
drumline was fun,
i hit myself in the face with a cymbal,
that wasnt fun.
well thats all for now.
-Koda

My Plea For More

Deep down i'm dying,
outside i'm crying,
my hearts broken in two,
because i cant be with you,
you mean the world to me,
open up your eyes and you will see,
that the smile on my face is of disgrace.

Please except my apologies,
for i've put a lot of thought into these,
I'm sick of the pain,
could we ever be the same?

I cant sleep at night,
due to this endless mental fight,
what do i do?
that's my question since i've lost you,
Ive begged and begged but have not givin' in,
how could this hurt,
something so little,
so thin?

With all i have in my heart so dim,
is me wanting you back in my life once,
again.

-KodA